The Tortured Poets Department
THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT (2024)
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Background and Release
«TORTURED POETS is an album that I think, more than any of my albums that I’ve ever made, I needed to make it. It was really a lifeline for me, just the things I was going through, and the things I was writing about. It kind of reminded me of why songwriting is something that actually gets me through my life. And I’ve never had an album where I needed songwriting more than I’d needed it on TORTURED POETS.»
Taylor Swift
Lyrical Theme
One of the song’s central symbols is a typewriter, introduced in the opening lines. This detail is significant, as Matty Healy’s well-documented attachment to his typewriter—once listing it among his essential possessions—adds an autobiographical layer to the lyrics. Within the song, the abandoned typewriter becomes a tangible representation of the relationship’s downfall.
Notably, “The Tortured Poets Department” name-drops several contemporary musicians. Charlie Puth is mentioned explicitly by his full name, while “Lucy” and “Jack” are references to singer-songwriter Lucy Dacus—best known as a member of the band boygenius alongside Phoebe Bridgers, who collaborated with Taylor on the song “Nothing New“—and producer Jack Antonoff, one of Taylor’s most trusted creative partners. Lucy, also a close friend of Matty Healy, addressed the lyric in a 2025 interview, saying:
«She actually texted me and asked for my approval. I pushed 'Play' on the album just like, 'Oh, this is so crazy!' This is the first Taylor record to come out since meeting her, and listening to a friend's record feels so much different than a stranger's record. So I was like, 'This is really weird. This voice that I've heard basically what feels like my whole waking life saying my name.' It was definitely an experience. I sat down and I was like, 'Huh. Wow.' But I think that that record of hers is super open-hearted, and I don't know how many people at her level, if anyone is at her level, are writing from the heart that openly.»
Lucy Dacus
Production
Live Performances
Critical Reception
Commercial Performance
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
You left your typewriter at my apartment
Straight from the Tortured Poets Department
I think some things I never say
Like “Who uses typewriters anyway?”
But you’re in self-sabotage mode
Throwing spikes down on the road
But I’ve seen this episode
And still loved the show
Who else decodes you?
[Chorus 1]
And who’s gonna hold you like me?
And who’s gonna know you, if not me?
I laughed in your face and said,
“You’re not Dylan Thomas.
I’m not Patti Smith.
This ain’t the Chelsea Hotel.
We’rе modern idiots.”
And who’s gonna hold you like me?
Nobody.
Nofuckinbody.
Nobody.
[Verse 2]
You smokеd then ate seven bars of chocolate
We declared Charlie Puth should be a bigger artist
I scratch your head, you fall asleep
Like a tattooed Golden Retriever
But you awaken with dread
Pounding nails in your head
But I’ve read this one
Where you come undone
I chose this cyclone with you.
[Chorus 2]
And who’s gonna hold you like me?
And who’s gonna know you like me?
I laughed in your face and said,
“You’re not Dylan Thomas.
I’m not Patti Smith.
This ain’t the Chelsea Hotel.
We’re modern idiots.”
And who’s gonna hold you like me?
Nofuckinbody.
Nobody.
Nobody.
[Bridge]
Sometimes I wonder if you’re gonna screw this up with me
But you told Lucy you’d kill yourself if I ever leave
And I had said that to Jack about you so I felt seen
Everyone we know understands
Why it’s meant to be
Cause we’re…Crazy.
So tell me
Who else is gonna know me?
At dinner you take my ring off my middle finger and put it on the one
People put wedding rings on
And that’s the closest I’ve come to my heart exploding
Who’s gonna hold you?
Me.
Who’s gonna know you?
Me.
[Final Chorus]
“And you’re not Dylan Thomas.
I’m not Patti Smith.
This ain’t the Chelsea Hotel.
We’re two idiots.”
Who’s gonna hold you?
Who’s gonna hold you,
Gonna know you
Gonna troll you?
[Outro]
You left your typewriter at my apartment
Straight from the Tortured Poets Department
Who else decodes you?
Artist | Taylor Swift | |||
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Album | THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT | |||
Released | April 19, 2024 | |||
Recorded | 2023 | |||
Studios | Conway (Los Angeles) Electric Lady (New York City) Hutchinson Sound (Brooklyn) Big Mercy Sound (Brooklyn) Pleasure Hill (Portland) Audu Music Studio (Brooklyn) Sterling Sound (Edgewater) | |||
Genre | Synth Pop | |||
Length | 4:53 | |||
Label | Republic Records | |||
Songwriters | Taylor Swift Jack Antonoff | |||
Producers | Jack Antonoff Taylor Swift | |||
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